You have to drop your negative thoughts at the door. Thinking negatively about yourself is never useful. Once you are willing to love yourself no matter what, you can begin your road to the life you want.
Bulimia is just a habit. You must understand that binging and purging is NOT something horrible that you do. It is just a habit that your brain has gotten very efficient at playing out. Once you understand this, you can see bulimia for what it really is.
Now that you know bulimia is a habit, you can start to awaken to what your brain is doing on autopilot. And once you understand this, you can take back control with your higher brain and begin building new habits.
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Once I stopped judging myself for being bulimic and realized I was just a human with a bad habit, everything changed.